dragging my feet to work...

just when i tot things were going better, i'm thrown into yet another pile of dung. my immediate boss just informed my partner and i that our job scope will be changed. they're going to hire another person in. so i tot, good, at least i don't hv to end up managing so many things at the same time and staying back so late. well, my boss said some of my things will be taken out, however i would be given new responsibilities. he win already lor..!!

wat's the diff then?? it's high time i start looking at jobstreet or jobsdb. it's pretty meaningless to go on working like that. i'm not a machine, i'm only human. must be crazy. he expects my partner and me to be managing the teams we're leading...but yet with that kind of workload, how in the world am i ever gonna hv the time to think and manage?? in order to manage, i need to be able to hv an overview and the time to think of solutions. now i'm fighting fire almost daily and he's expecting that of me? sorry loh, i can't do it. it's almost ridiculous. with my current workload i've to stay back daily, sometimes till around 10pm+. the next day 8am i've to be back in office again, fighting fire. is there any more meaning to working in this company? yes, i noe pple work for $$ but without passion in a job, it's very tough to drag oneself to go to work.

honestly i can feel dreadful going to work everyday. to face that kinda of s&*^ and sucky customers. to be arrowed to do a hell lot of things. to chair or attend meetings after meetings, which in most cases, end up with no effective results.

pardon me for rumbling on and on, complaining day in day out, but i guess when you're in my situation, u'll understand better. i'm not the only one who's feeling it. some of my team members are abt to give up too. i don't blame them. i can only blame the mgmt who's foresight doesn't seem to be very far.

brrreak thru!

it's a breakthru!!! i arrived home at around 6pm today!! wah......so shiok!! suddenly got a lot of time to do things. went to popular to grab a book by bill bryson called 'a short history of nearly everything' and went to IMM to get my breakfast for work tmr. such a great feeling.....

pray hard tmr will pass by smoothly. got a lot of activities planned for this coming weekend. looking fwd to it..meeting various groups of pple. prob hv to write down my schedule on my whiteboard before i forget.

xmas is coming soon...everyone is out in full force shopping. everywhere soo crowded, esp town when i went over the weekend. bought a couple of jap anime to entertain myself over the hol season. :)

whoa it's the weekend and class 95fm is playing the party weekend mix! yahoo!!! feeling really good this weekend as it's a time for me to relax and hv fun from the shitty work i see at work. :) in an ultra good mood today even tho it's gloomy and raining outside.

i cleaned my mice's home and letting patch (one of the mice) roll around the living room. he needs some exercise..he's so fat! my mum said he looks like a white meatball. i'm bias...i prefer patch to milk (the other male mouse i own). heehee....it was love at first sight when i saw patch in the tank at the pet shop. i chose milk becoz i saw milk running after patch...so i tot they may be frens. hahahaha....wat a stupid logic rite?

anyway, have a fantastic weekend everyone!

got this sudden urge to resign on the spot......i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!